But it`s also KILLING me so I created a sockpuppet account (if sockpuppeting isn`t okay, mods, pls smack me down with your modly godhands)
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Fic was on AO3 and I`m like 80% sure it was Kurt/Sebastian but it also could have been Kurt/Blaine. I don`t think it`s tagged in a way that`s useful to fic searching, but maybe I`m just bad? I`m also 100% sure this fic exists (or did at one point.)
Does anyone have a link for (or even just remember) this fic?