I really want to find a klaine fic that refuses to show it self><...
It is a klaine fic and from memory, I think it was something along the lines of - Blaine was depressed and (think it was after the breakup) and plans to suicide. But before ending his own life, he decided that he wants to see kurt for the last time, however, after the meet up, kurt keeps on asking him to stay or go out with him...etc, which delayed the Blaine's plans. Eventually they fall in love again and reunites and on the night before their wedding or just some night, Blaine decides to tell kurt that he had saved him. Kurt then replies with an "I know" and that's why he keeps on trying to keep Blaine around. So Blaine asks Kurt how he knew, and kurt replies it's because he saw Blaine's expression that first day, and it was exactly like his own's in the mirror during the Karofsky bullying times before Dalton, when kurt also considered ending his own life. Ends with something like kurt saying to Blaine he had saved him without knowing.
So that's all I can remember and I would love to find this fic so thanks to anyone who gives a hand!